I just want to be happy again.

That is all. No posts for now. Bye.

Better late then never.

Yeah I know I'm a loser, I literally had no reason to not post yesterday other than I didn't feel like it. Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry, children.

So, Thursday I woke up feeling like death. I had the worse cramps ever because of my monthly visitor. I stayed in bed until my mom came over to ask me if it was time to take me to school yet. She was like "WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? WAKE UP. YOU'RE GONNA BE LATE." i was like "I'M DYIIIIIING .." and she was like "oh, please. get up. you're being stupid." but I refused and I ended up staying home :D But now I have a bunch of weekend-homework to make up for monday -.- yipppeeee .

I've literally sat here typing and re-typing this line over & over again with things that I was gonna talk about . But I guess I have writer's block. I have no idea what to write about. Hrm. Wah. Goodnight.

Forever Yours ,

Josefina Del Sol Duarte <3

Zero Tolerance for Indecisiveness

Hellllllo there , beautifuls ! I hope your week was lovely because mine was fine. So , basically theres been a few problems lately . Since we lost spoke , some stuff has happened . 

1 . Drake continues to make me more and more confused . A few days ago , he told me that he wants to remain friends & focus on his school work . The next day , he told EVERYONE that he REALLYREALLY likes me and wished I was his. The day after THAT , he said he likes me "a little" but likes about FIFTY OTHER GIRLS. -___- how annoying. I decided I'm going to stop. This boy changes his mind every other second and I'm not gonna let him be in control of my feelings. It's annoying af and I just wanna live my life.

2. Symphonic Band is back to its suckerness. I'm now at 11th chair out of 14 chairs. And the sad thing is people that I KNOW suck are at a higher chair then me. Wah.

3. I went to this youth group thing on wednesday that reallyreally spoke to me. I'm actually trying to become closer to God, and join "Team Jesus" the way they referred to it. It kinda made me feel bad though because they asked all of us, "Did you come here for Jesus?" and i felt really bad cause I only came because I knew Drake would be there.

4. Remember my "ex-best friend" Matthew that I wasn't really friends with? We're friends again. (: I saw him at the youth group and we started talking again. We're closer than ever. he even said "For a few weeks, I thought you hated me. You'd give me dirty looks a lot!" and i was like "DUDE ! You did too ! I felt really bad cuz I thought we weren't friends anymore.." and he was like "OH HAAYUUL NOO." i love him <3

5. I've been getting more into religion recently..? I'm a Catholic girl, but the youth group I went to was a Baptist church , which I know isn't that different but I'm not really sure anymore. the next day, i went to a different youth group but it was a catholic one and I didn't enjoy it as much. Weird stuff. Hm.

But yes, a lot of weird stuff is going on right now. Tomorrow I'm going to my friends' football game. [My girl friends cheer on the team, and my guy friends play] Sunday, i'm going to one of my new friend's parties. And Monday i'm going to have a summer-type day because its LABOR DAY :D then tuesday back to the torture hole .. YAY LIFE .

 Have a safe weekend ! Hope you have fun , i love you (:

P.S. SHOUTOUT to : B <3 I love you ! You're the only one who actually reads this and then you ask me to elaborate on what I mean in every post (; I hope you actually read this one and feel special . Niffs&Yiffs fo life !<33

Forever Yours ,
Josefina Del Sol Duarte <3